Clouds

I. Nobody’s been the reason for me to leave
nobody’s been a treasure I wanna break
in this good world.
But I just need a perfect time for myself
yeah, I just seek the silence to persevere,
If only I can, if only I can!

Ref1: As I kept strolling and crawling around,
I’d die when I get touched
why can’t you simply understand that…

Chorus: I don’t need your jokes!
I don’t need ‘em help.
I don’t want your face in my head
but it seems to be pretty, pretty paradoxic.
Why can’t I be good without you
though I hate being around you?
Just for one more day…
clouds, oh take me away.

II. Just take me to the skies where I’m all alone
just guide me to the journey where I’m solo
give me faith.
I wanna write, and read and talk to myself
I wanna ride the coaster without you here
If only I can, if only I can!

Ref2: As I kept smiling and flying around,
I melt when you are here.
Why can’t you read it all away?

(Repeat Chorus)

And as the years went by,
good memories survive
and the bad things stick like paste
in your heart!

So now, baby..
(Repeat Chorus)

 Away from here,
away from them,
away from him.

Why can’t I be good without you
though I hate being around you?
Just for one more day…
clouds, oh take me away.

Butterfly Syndrome

I. I did not regret the life I had,
but you’re the one who made it sad.
No one, could ever turn me bland
(pa para pa pa para pa pa)
It was strange, the place I stand
but you made me exile the land I love
though I know that you want me back.

Ref: The seasons change
rephrase my name
call me growing up from shame
tell me how to disregard
and fight the arms that would bombard!

Cho: I would flutter to a different flower,
but I can see..
It’s empty and I am stuck
in the pollens I stood on!
I would fly to a different city
now I’ve seen a different you for me.
As I flap my wings tonight
as I land and rest, reside
your petals feel so light.

(pa para pa pa para pa pa!)

II. Even thought that you make me cry
but I remember my eyes being dry
‘coz no more tears would liquefy.

(Refrain)
(Chorus)

Bridge: As I continue my journey,
the wind blew so swiftly
I would know where to go to.
And as I die,
I’ll never for-get
your honey pie!

(Chorus)

Mallory’s Doodles

‘Coz baby, it makes me silent
as your eyes, your touch are stolen.
Even if the bee goes to the flower
but he is attracted to another.

Do you know? I don’t know
if you’re being mean to me
but I guess it’s just me
who’s thinking you’d be
the one who will hurt me.

Every time our eyes would meet,
I feel so nervous, I feel so weak.
Are we really just friends,
why can’t you like me at all?

Just like dark chocolates,
you’re sweet and bitter.
Just like dark chocolates,
you make me smile and frown.
Just like dark chocolates,
I want you all for myself.

Before I go to sleep,
I pray for you to be safe
sleeping sound and rising up
with that smile
that melts me out.

That stare of yours that makes me close up like a suitcase,
that smooth voice that is as sweet as a chocolate,
those caring words, I cannot resist.
How can you be like this?

Now that you’re in the arms of another,
I just hope I won’t be a bother
in the romance you both have shared
but I can seem to always care
about you, about her,
how you glow as you share some stares.
I am gay for you are happy,
you are full but I’m so empty.

Free

Thinking of you
is the thing I always wanted to do
but you just swept it away
you just threw it away.

Why should I fight anymore
when the stars won’t form your face evermore
the clouds covered the night sky
separating us.

[Now I am free,
free from your wrath
I won't lose the fight 'coz you're not my light
Now I am free from you.] 2x

I. If life is the one to blame
his will be so much in shame
I’ll break his peace forever
Well he just broke mine
& I never got to shine
now I am taking it all back

Chorus: Who will be the one who’ll survive?
You or me?
Now that I am free
I’ll never care for thee
your life will be nothing for me.

II. You told me face to face
that you so hate me now
because of my appearance.
I shed a lot of tears,
bringing out my fears
but now I am ready to rise!

(chorus)

Bridge: Get out now
never show yourself
you’re out of my life now
sit up straight
and fight out like a man
and let’s face out death!

But I always wanted to hug you, whispering my goodbyes. . .

(chorus)

Now I am free from you. . .

Shatter City

Rude spirits lost in lonely streets,
ruled by monsters with big forks
being stupid
and lustful

when hell rules the world through love
a brutal, suicidal love
carelessness in your mind
this kind of love is what you like
but none, oh no one
wants to be with you

Broken and lost, prepare now and. . .

Chorus: Put your hope down
here in Shatter City
no pardon for any sin
plus your heart is falling!
Until, until it’s broken
scattered into pieces
‘coz here in Shatter City
one sin is to one heart

Verse 2: No teddies, nothing else
no one can lift your soul
as you open the blinded door
not even your shadow is visible

faith and love is broken
by the devils of despair
you’re teared so much
like pieces of paper on the floor

(Repeat Chorus)

Here in Shatter City, nothing is so possible
‘coz every little thing of it
comes with a great, big price
once you sign, there’s no escapes
once spoken, no more rephrases
sight is lost, hope is gone
the spirit’s never free
you’re in a prison cell with a basin beside ya
your nose is so sniffy
your eyes are getting red
the damn Shatter City
each person is always lonely!

(Repeat Chorus)

Shatter City! (oh, no, no!)
sha-Shatter City (don’t be fooled)
sha-sha-shatter city (by the breakers of life)

Shatter City (no, oh, oh, oh!)
sha-shatter City (lift yourselves up!)
sha-sha-shatter city…………!

let God help you out…

You’re My Chaos

i will stand.

I. I really don’t have to say this
‘coz it ain’t really that easy
Though we are real close friends,
I am a stranger in your sight.

This is wretch, very wretch
to expect something good from thou
but my heart just broke itself
and my phone is flooded with conflict.

Chorus: But I just chill and relax
I don’t give a damn on their feedback
and I ain’t sharing anymore!
You may have the power
but I will stand, be like a man
fight with my bare hands
and take them all away from you.

II. I have no time for embarrassment,
shyness or for sorrows
what has done has gone
when you live, you always will die

Now I’ll watch out for your death
expecting where, why, when
I really want to do this
‘coz you just dragged my soul out
now is time for payback
prepare. . .

(Repeat Chorus)

Bridge (repeat 2x): You made the lonely seasons of my life
but I’ll be tough and be alive!

(Repeat Chorus)

Your wrath is hell! Your smile is my misery!

Darling Emotions

I sometimes feel this one.

I. No, I ain’t a happy girl
I can assure you that
don’t be fooled by my face
don’t be deceived by my hair.

Receive it all out, take it all away from me
go inside and you will see
there’s bitterness inside of me
fallen for insecurity
resulting in my sadness
releasing out my ultimate hatred

Refrain: And now the pressure’s getting high
this just ain’t gonna be all right
just wake me up, wake me up, wake me up!

Chorus: People might mention that
I am crazy
but this is normal to me

Darling emotions, exaggerating itself
I should be in the good one
getting on and on.

**********

II. Oh dear locomotions, control yourself
please don’t be affected by my feelings
I just can’t analyze it yet
I’m just too young to understand, I bet.

(Repeat refrain and chorus)

Knowing is Nothing for You

ignorance is your new best friend.

I. You never glanced at me
‘coz you know I’ll just throw you out
you thought I don’t have the guts
but for real I do.
People might have noticed
but I don’t really care
the pretty change that has gotten unto me

The guts, the hope, and esteem
all of it a hundred percent guaranteed!

Chorus: There’s nothing that I have to share
nothing for me to say
and I don’t want to, either
‘coz I know the world never cares
but I’ll strive and slap the entire earth
and throw their girlfriends away
just to make them notice
that I’m in here.

II. It may be strange and rude
whenever I intrude
kick out your door and shout to all:
“I ain’t a bastard!”

It may be harsh for me to insist
but you got to be careful
or else you and your neighbors
will tremble and grumble down.

(repeat chorus)

Bridge: You can’t ignore me,
don’t turn your back from the truth
you’re ignorant, you never care!
I’ll do it myself at this point
to make you curious and finally ask me anything

You never reached out for the fact
you just watched and walked away
you thought you know everything
‘coz you’re a tall, big slut now

but I don’t think so
because a slut flirts, they never discover!

(Chorus)

Perhaps, You’re the Stupidest Thing

this is how I feel with stupid people.

I. When rain slapped out my face
I never thought it’s a Tuesday
it’s 3 o’ clock in the afternoon
my bag’s as heavy as you are.

When I ask you for a sporting game,
you refused, I’m confused if why
you ain’t busy, maybe you’re just lazy
your ass is big and fuzzy!

Chorus: Life just isn’t as along as it seems
I just want time for you and for me
but you never, ever
agreed with what I like

It’s just a friendly request
but you cannot do it
my faith is wasted
patience ran out of supply
you’re nothing but a good-looking guy!

II. Maybe you thought I’m pretty foolish
to keep on asking ya,
asking for advices that I need
Now, I realized
the real you just inside
when you have the best,
you leave the rest
SELFISHNESS! How can you be like that?

Don’t think ‘coz you’re rich
you’ll never speak to me
it ain’t right, better justify
you’re just a pain in my head!

(Repeat Chorus)

Get away from me!
if it’s the rich friends that you seek
or your girlfriends
or your computer pals
shoo, fly away, flutter by!

Stay out from my face
you really never liked to stay
you just dumped me in the jar
you’re a lot stupid than I ever thought you are!

(Repeat Chorus)

good looking guy,
ignorance is your game. . .

Unorthodox

I. People might think I’m lunatic
but i just can’t escape it
they don’t know what I really felt
and I’m pretty sure about it.

It all started with a joke
but then it got worse and worst
it’s like a disaster that has been broke
through the mind’s desire

Refrain: I curse you for your pheromones
‘coz it’s really strong
you should’ve never shown yourself to me
I should’ve lived peacefully!

Chorus: I’m all out of resistance
from your forces
well, I guess I accept it now
‘coz I really just can’t fight it
the truce was signed, but you just denied
the faith I have for you
you threw it away, never took it back
and I can’t believe that you just. . .
you just did.

II. I can’t be too much closer
or else I’ll go to hell
I thought I can ever trust you
but shyness took your hand

Now, I did it myself
I became a pessimist and an unorthodox, maybe
it may just be so strange
but I don’t really care!

(Repeat Chorus)

Bridge: I want to shout out. . .
“I need ya, I want ya!”
but when that slut kissed your hand
my face can’t be painted
you’re a whore, nothing else
nothing more, nothing less
now I saw the real you,
brightness disappeared!

Well, I guess I’m really just crazy at all!

(repeat chorus)

They don’t know what I really felt
and I’m pretty sure about it.